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Postby PiF » 27 Apr 2015, 22:55

Sorry to hear about gramps Ciri, hope all is well. You have my pm and phone.

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Postby KAGU143 » 28 Apr 2015, 07:33

I will keep my fingers crossed and hope for the best. I know how stressful that sort of thing can be.
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Postby Tanwen » 28 Apr 2015, 08:55

Ciri I'm so sorry. I hope things go well. We'll all be thinking of you
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Postby Ciri » 28 Apr 2015, 10:09

Thank you, guys.

Gramps is doped up on morphine, as high as a kite, right now. He was doing well and tgey were talking about discharging him soon but he deteriorated. It wasn't a heart attack but they still don't know what's wrong.
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Postby Ciri » 04 May 2015, 11:20

Really enjoyed today :) It made me smile, I had fun. I got to see two awesome people and have the dodgiest chinese in London :p

Honestky, I'm glad we got off that train when you wanted to, Pif. Turns out a contributing factor to me getting travel sick is having a full stomach.
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Postby Tanwen » 05 May 2015, 02:10

Sorry I couldn't make it - the Bank Manager sort of insisted on it :( . So glad you had a good time though Ciri :D
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Postby Ciri » 06 May 2015, 11:41

Good news.

Gramps was moved to a less intensive ward today. He's happy, he's got a nicer view, everyone leaves him alone and he has a TV. His gallbladder is slowly shrinking back down to normal size. It's weird how this has happened, he was taken off the pills last Thursday because they weren't working and it basically hasn't been treated since - so effectively it is healing itself. No surgery is needed, he can walk again and hes eating and drinking. Although he would prefer a large steak with a pint of lager!

He isn't completely back to normal, he's stillgot a kidney infection on top of that which has included some really funny conversations. Today we were talking about our memories - basically, I am so close to my gramps that if we were any closer it would be getting into weird territory - every place we had been, things we had done together, I knew to be correct. But he seemed to think I was his daughter, not his granddaughter. He called my dad my brother, my nan my mum and my greatgrandma my nan. Oddly, he still called my Uncle Kevin 'your Uncle Kev'. He even knew my date and place of birth. That Kidney Infections making his head go funny :p

Weirdest thing is he only has 2 sons.
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Postby PiF » 07 May 2015, 02:10

Could be worse, he coud have thought you was his son..old folks have odd memory spasms...what was I saying again???

Glad it's going in the right direction

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Postby Tanwen » 07 May 2015, 20:17

Great news Ciri, I was thinking about you yesterday and was about to post something and I got distracted. Maybe he always wanted a daughter - I know I did...and ended up with 2 boys. Still, I have Rhiannon as a granddaughter :)

I hope h e continues to make good progress and will soon be back to the gramps you've always known :)
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Postby Ciri » 31 May 2015, 12:44

I made an effort with my coworkers the other day.

Now they have proven themselves to be the hypocritical, backstabbing assholes I thought they were.

No second chances.

They forget they have to sit next to me tomorrow.
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Postby Ciri » 07 Jun 2015, 02:49

So remember my scans last months? Where they were finding out if I had a condition possibly preventing future babies?

I have an appointment on Weds where we are discussing possible referral to a Haematology/Haemaphilia Centre. They think they might have uncovered a historic family bleeding disorder (von Willebrand Disease) but needs more investigation. Hopefully they go through with it because all I want is a diagnosis so I can get treatment <_<
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Postby Tanwen » 07 Jun 2015, 21:54

I've heard of that. I hope they do get a diagnosis and treatment soon.
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Postby Ciri » 10 Jun 2015, 22:06

I have a diagnosis!

I have a large Dermoid Cyst on my ovary. It's a cyst that contains human bits like hair and teeth and stuff from my body deciding to make it want to grow a baby by itself. Basically I've been pregnant with myself for 13 years. Trust me, that's painful.

Anyway, because it's been in there for so long, there's a risk it is malignant so I'm now under the lead gyn consultant at my hospital. They going to do another scan to get another look and organize removing it.

I shouldn't need anything else removed so unless scarring has occurred my future fertility should be normal.
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Postby Tanwen » 11 Jun 2015, 02:48

Although it's a scary diagnosis, at least they can get a plan of action now. Hopefully it will al go well
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Postby KAGU143 » 11 Jun 2015, 06:44

That is the most mixed news report that I've heard in a long time ...
It's good, bad, scary and relieving, all at the same time. Wow.
But at least it's news, and hearing the good and relieving parts will hopefully be worth the trouble you had to go through to find out what the issue was.
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Postby Ciri » 11 Jun 2015, 07:04

Lol that sounds about right to me :p

I'm under the lead consultant at a specialist hospital, so I should be fine.

I just want it out because of the hair, teeth and stuff. I've named it Rio.
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Re: Ciri's Shitty Blog [Dead]

Postby KAGU143 » 11 Jun 2015, 16:39

Blargh ...
Now, for the sicko question: Would they possibly let you keep it? (Like in a jar or something.)
Not sure about the legalities, but there are people who would pay a LOT for an oddity like that.
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Postby Ciri » 13 Jun 2015, 10:03

Nah, they have to run Histo checks on it to check for infection and malignancy.

My main question was whether or not the hair in it would be Blonde :p
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Postby KAGU143 » 14 Jun 2015, 05:37

LOL!!
Well, ya know .... they should be able to tell, or at least I think they could. It couldn't hurt to ask.
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Postby Ciri » 17 Jun 2015, 12:18

Sometimes they take pictures before carting them off to Histology, I could ask to see what's been plaguing me.

I've had one hell of a 6 months and it's only June o.o

So far, I've had multiple allergic reactions which resulted in having to fight for Immunology testing - including a weird reaction to Vinyl gloves which are supposed to be hypoallergenic. I've ended up in A+E and came out with a diagnosis of Episodic Tachycardia. Random Vitamin D Deficiency which I have had for a while and have just had a blood test for - the high dose pilss resolved it and I now have levels higher than the majority of the population. Yay. And now a have a creepy tumour called Rio that I have been hosting since I was 11, I'm glad thdy found the cause - this is going to be TMI but 2 month long periods are not fun, especially when there is only a week or so gap between finish and start. How dare 5 Doctors tell me this was completely normal! The consultant told me that the pain I get is as bad...if not worse...than childbirth. I don't know if I'll come out of surgery with everything still in there, but if I don't that's ok because there's plenty of [strike]kids[/strike] [strike]dogs[/strike] kids that need adopting. I thought my gramps was going to die - he's having his surgery soon, hopefully it'll go well. Dad's just been diagnosed with the same thing and needs the same surgery. And I really dislike my coworkers.

And I am utterly amazed that I haven't had an episode of Depression despite all these pressures. It's been close but I got a grip on it. This is the longest I've gone since being an outpatient at a mental health hospital without getting ill.
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Postby Ciri » 15 Jul 2015, 00:01

When I park my car, I usually push the windows in so they're parallel to my cars body. I did that today and realised after I started driving that I forgot to push them back. The nearest safe place to stop was a carpark outside a school, so I went in there.

I got out of my car and noticed a man riding his motorbike on the pavement. He stopped and stared at me, he was wearing a black mask and his bike had no license plate. I moved my windows as fast as possible, got back in my car and locked all the doors. Turned on my ignition and he drove away.

I was so scared, I didn't stop shaking until I got home. It felt such a dark situation, like everything went cold and I knew it might not end well, I knew this wasn't somebody I wanted any closer to me than he was. Not stereotyping but every instinct was telling me I needed to get out of there. He could have robbed me, stolen my car or harmed me. Still brings chills to me.
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Re: Ciri's Shitty Blog [Dead]

Postby Tanwen » 15 Jul 2015, 07:41

On the plus side - you survived intact. I understand how you felt and it will have an effect on you - do you have anyone you can talk to about it? It might help you come to terms with it.
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Re: Ciri's Shitty Blog [Dead]

Postby PiF » 15 Jul 2015, 08:09

When you said windows did you mean mirrors? I get what you mean and think you were right in that he was probably upto no good more than likely car related than personal abuse but in these circumstances I always say follow your gut. On the plus side things like this are pretty rare but it might be worth contacting plod.

This may seem useless but chances are you may not be the first person who has felt like this and an occasional drive by with a police car often see's the rascals move onto another patch.

As Tan says, your safe, the car is safe and above all your gut told you to move on..result

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Re: Ciri's Shitty Blog [Dead]

Postby KAGU143 » 16 Jul 2015, 10:19

I am wondering if by windows that you can push on to make them parallel to the car, you mean those little triangular windows that I've always called wings, or wing windows? I haven't seem them for a long time but I remember when all cars had them and I always thought it was sad when they went the way of the dodo. They were very useful for ventilation and they didn't scramble your hair nearly as much as rolling down the main window.

Sorry about your creepitoid encounter .... geeze. *skin crawlies*
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Re: Ciri's Shitty Blog [Dead]

Postby flergalwit » 16 Jul 2015, 11:27

ouch that sounds scary. :(

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Re: Ciri's Shitty Blog [Dead]

Postby Ciri » 24 Jul 2015, 11:29

Eh shit happens.

I want to go on an adventure now. Not a clue where or how or what I'm trying to find but...theres something there.
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Re: Ciri's Shitty Blog [Dead]

Postby PiF » 24 Jul 2015, 12:33

Every persons adventures are only limited by their own mind...or visiting a chinese buffet that gives you the shits

Just a tip if it's travel....have a skill to fall back on to pay your way when needed.

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Re: Ciri's Shitty Blog [Dead]

Postby Ciri » 24 Jul 2015, 23:59

Do blow jobs count?
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Re: Ciri's Shitty Blog [Dead]

Postby Ciri » 28 Jul 2015, 10:39

I got my next scan appointment. 20th August, believe it or not that's an emergency appointment. I don't know why the doc is considering it an emergency but meh. Most irritatingly, it's not a my own hospital, I have to travel across the county to get there then back to start work.
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Re: Ciri's Shitty Blog [Dead]

Postby PiF » 30 Jul 2015, 09:37

Is this for the Dermoid Cyst? I normally work on the process if another person is in me and I haven't given permission then they need to leave fingers crossed all comes out well


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